Its long ago I met you... it was a big thing in my life to be in love with someone met me by the way... but I took the chance... I fell for you... and in real I FELL.... 
It was all real... I remember in start when you left I use to think that these are only some days and I will surely get over all these things but this never happened.. 
I use to think about you all day and all night and it never goes on fading your memories... Infact remembering all memories make me to think about you more than normal.. 
You know... after you there was a day I was free and I left for wondering around and I sat at a lonely place... I was just thinking about all good times I spent with you... Tears in my eyes and aching heart... there was only you and you...
I never slept without remembering you each night... I know you will never believe me... You will never come to know about depth of my love but I wana tell you that I loved you from all of my heart...I loved you like everything.... 
Its a little hope still that one day you will come back and will hold my hand to tell me that you had loved me too... I am hoping that you will come and say that you love me more than I love you... 
You know it was only a glimpse that you will come back to me and it made me crazy... Am thinking just about you and you from yesterday you left...
My heart again started to dream like I was dreaming a few months ago.. Am getting happy again like I was use to be... I am just thinking about all best times of my life I spent with you.. 
Its all about you and your presence... Its all about loving you... 
One thing made me to wonder that once I told you that we cant be with each other though I was not even 0% serious about it but you made that thing real... I wonder if you always use to think that we can't with each other... 
You know this never happened that people made for each other... they let this happened... they let themselves move with one another.. 
I always wanted to be with you and look I am still there where you left me... But you moved forward.. You left me alone in this battle of love... 
I was never meant to get hurt by you... to be insulted by you but I bear everything... you know WHY..... 
Cause still after know each and everything... I am waiting for you to come back to me.. I am waiting for you to love me again like you did... 
There is just a little hope... and THAT's ALL MY LIFE.. 
Come back please... Am tired of waiting for you... Am tired of crying secretly at night... Am tired of walking alone where I meant to walk only with you... please Come back before Its too late... 
Let me love you again like I use to do.. Let me be crazy for you... Let me be the only one for you... 
A little hope... 

I don’t love you as if you were a rose of salt, topaz, 
or arrow of carnations that propagate fire...
I love you as one loves certain dark things..

secretly, between the shadow and the soul.
I love you as the plant that doesn’t bloom but...
carries the light of those flowers, hidden, within itself...
and thanks to your love the tight aroma that arose

from the earth lives dimly in my body....
I love you without knowing how, or when or from where..
I love you simply without problem or pride.. I love you in this way because I don't know any other way of loving you but this.. 
In which there is no I and YOU... 

Of everything I have seen... Its you I want to go on seeing.. 
Of everything I've touched.. Its your flesh I want to go on touching...
What am I to do with  this love... 
I don't know how others love or how people loved in past....
I live watching you, loving you.. and Being in love with you... 

I wait for you like a lonely house...
till you will see me again and live in me...

Till then my windows ache.

Tonight I can write saddest lines... "I loved you and sometimes you loved me too"

I am not depressed..
I can still smile at pretty things.
And laugh when jokes are funny..
I can still talk to people and enjoy nice days...
But when I go inside,
When I am alone, there is something broken..
And I fall into a sadness so sweet.. 
That it engulfs me.. 
I loon in the mirror..
And I don't like what I see..
And the tears always fall..
When I'm falling asleep..
And I miss something..
That doesn't exist.. 

As I look back at everything that happened between us.. would it have been better to have never know you at all... ? 
I say "no" because then I would have never spent all those times with you.. They were the best moments of my life, even though they ended with a broken heart.. 
I know I was not the one for you... but you were the one for me.. And I Still Love You...