Last chance

My life was complete. But now it's not. I lost it all, because I fought. He made me alive. Now I am dead. I'm laying here. Crying in my bed. Life is worthless. Why should I try? All I want to do is lay here and die. It had only been a few weeks but that is all I need. To get a last chance. Before he leaves. One last chance to turn it around. Hoping he won't turn me down. All I want to do is hold him tight and make his dreams come true tonight. That once and for all I can make him happy. 
Instead of screaming, yelling making life crappy. I'm sorry for what I have done. This is coming from my heart
I'm just asking for a brand new start. For you are my LIFE. Without you I am nothing. So give it one last chance and I will make it into something.
I love you too much. I can't let you go. So look into my eyes and say I love you too....
Please come back before its too late.. I don't want to move on you.. I always want to be your's and only your's.... COME BACK... Give me last chance to say you my love again..