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And here it comes the first day of Ramadan Kareem... Its called the month of blessings... A month of forgiveness and acceptance of prayers...
I remember from my childhood that I was fond of fasting in Ramadan and despite of mama's opposition I always use to fast... and I remember I use to pray at time of AFTAR cause once B-AMMAN told me that time ALLAH listen everything....
I remember prayers of my childhood.. A bit secret.. :) But these were much better than the ones I have now... There was no materialism, no selfishness... But today I am selfish about my wishes...
I want ALAH to listen my every prayer and fulfil it thats why I offer prayers and do fast.. And now I got it why my prayers were being rejected because I was not right in them.. I was just being attracted to my LORD cause of my needs and how he can listen my everything..
Really am changed a lot...
Last two months were most probably the hardest time of my life and I use to pray to ALLAH all the time but I was not getting, why my prayers are not being accepted...
Now I came to know. what was the reason...
Reason was I was solely concerned to my desires, my wishes...I was not even considering what ALLAH wants to do with me.. and that was the reason he didn't listen to me.. He didn't gave me any attention..
I always wanted to be happy in what ALLAH wants for me.. and that was first time I was too much stubborn.. I was recalcitrating on only one person that I want him knowing that he was not my right choice...
I know that was a silly mistake.. I know I made my LORD unhappy cause of these wrong doings... I know I was wrong in all these things..
The things, people not made for us, how they could be ours..
Now I understand this fact that you were not mine... you were never meant to bethe one whom I should love with my whole heart.. You were never capable of being truely loved by me but despite of it I did...
And same happened.. you proved me wrong in everything...
Somebody told me yesterday that if I place my heart in GOD's hands, he will place my heart in the hands of a worthy person.
Its RAMADAN KAREEM again.. The most valued time period of year.. I want to be sorry to ALLAH for my each and every mistake I made in last year.. I want to make ALLAH happy.. I want him to forgive my all sins..
I wish I could make upto everything HE wants me.. I wish I could be the same in everything I was one year ago...
YA ALLAH bless me with your forgiveness.. AMEEN..
I remember from my childhood that I was fond of fasting in Ramadan and despite of mama's opposition I always use to fast... and I remember I use to pray at time of AFTAR cause once B-AMMAN told me that time ALLAH listen everything....
I remember prayers of my childhood.. A bit secret.. :) But these were much better than the ones I have now... There was no materialism, no selfishness... But today I am selfish about my wishes...
I want ALAH to listen my every prayer and fulfil it thats why I offer prayers and do fast.. And now I got it why my prayers were being rejected because I was not right in them.. I was just being attracted to my LORD cause of my needs and how he can listen my everything..
Really am changed a lot...
Last two months were most probably the hardest time of my life and I use to pray to ALLAH all the time but I was not getting, why my prayers are not being accepted...
Now I came to know. what was the reason...
Reason was I was solely concerned to my desires, my wishes...I was not even considering what ALLAH wants to do with me.. and that was the reason he didn't listen to me.. He didn't gave me any attention..
I always wanted to be happy in what ALLAH wants for me.. and that was first time I was too much stubborn.. I was recalcitrating on only one person that I want him knowing that he was not my right choice...
I know that was a silly mistake.. I know I made my LORD unhappy cause of these wrong doings... I know I was wrong in all these things..
The things, people not made for us, how they could be ours..
Now I understand this fact that you were not mine... you were never meant to bethe one whom I should love with my whole heart.. You were never capable of being truely loved by me but despite of it I did...
And same happened.. you proved me wrong in everything...
Somebody told me yesterday that if I place my heart in GOD's hands, he will place my heart in the hands of a worthy person.
Its RAMADAN KAREEM again.. The most valued time period of year.. I want to be sorry to ALLAH for my each and every mistake I made in last year.. I want to make ALLAH happy.. I want him to forgive my all sins..
I wish I could make upto everything HE wants me.. I wish I could be the same in everything I was one year ago...
YA ALLAH bless me with your forgiveness.. AMEEN..
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