There were many things to be happy..

Yesterday was the most hectic day I ever spend in life. It was 24 hour emergency call done first time.. It was too much bothering as I never did much hectic work ever. 

And the most amazing thing which happened was.. you were out of my mind unintentionally... I was not remembering you as I use to do in every step. I was realizing that there are many other things too which can make me happy... 

When I saw a new born baby in my hands, and smile at face of her mother while listening his cry and the moment when I saw a thanking expression in eyes of that women really that was of billion worth.. I thanked to ALLAH that he made me the reason of happiness for someone.. 

When I was taking care of a suffering woman regularly while standing along her bed, I saw she was thinking that I will be the one who will get her out of this situation. Although I know ALLAH's will is behind everything. But that thing made me happy a lot that am not the one who made people suffer but I'll be the one who will get them out of their sufferings. 

While on operation table, in hands of treating peoples, I saw a fear in that woman's eyes. I couldn't be able to name it. But I saw a glimpse of happiness when I just talked to her softly. When I just asked her that everything will be fine. Emotions of being grateful to me in her eyes were making me to thank to ALLAH who made me capable of it. 

While running to save a women, my feet were aching, I was hell tired but I was thinking that its my responsibility and everyone can't do it so I should do it as much efficiently as I can do. And this gave me new spirit. But actual thing was the happiness which I was really feeling from core of my heart. 

At 6:00 am when I got out of OT while assisting a surgery of about 1 and half hour, I saw a mother standing at door of operation theatre. she came to me and said that she is very happy for me and ALLAH will bless me for everything. I remember the tears in eyes of that lady but they were of happiness.  I just asked her that pray for me that ALLAH became happy with me too. 

These were the moments of worth I cant make any estimate. And then I realize that I was wrong that without you nothing can make me happy. I am still the same in one thing although everything is changed in me and that is still today HELPING others make me happy more than anything. 

 

Without you am not happy but I have to be happy cause may be then I can become reason of happiness for others and in the end ALLAH became happy with me. And this will be the last thing I will ever want from life that I spend my life in the desire of making my maker happy with me.