It was Valentine day yesterday... A day every lover wanted to spend with his beloved.. A day when people say there is Love everywhere.. I too once wished for it... Once I too wished to spend a beautiful and lovely valentine with you...
There was a lot of imagination about the valentine day.. whenever I thought about it now I feel how crazy I was in love with you...
Yeah that was a crazy LOVE... That was a blind love.. I never loved anyone in my life that much even myself...
People say live is a waste of time.. I agree it is as I spend the whole day yesterday wondering around in search of you...
You know what i was longing for... just a glimpse of you... I passed through that roads where you used to be with me alot of time and everytime something was stopping me.. Everything there was telling me that you are not here anymore... you are gone.. But you know my childish heart still so crazy.. its just remembering you and you and you....
There was nothing else with me whole day except your memories.. and then I felt how much torturing these memories are... Then I felt first time that loving you was the biggest mistake I ever made.. Making you everything of life was a blunder...
You moved on... you are happy with your life.. you enjoying your life and I know you had not even thought about me in last passing months... But see am still there at that edge where you left... I couldnt able to move on...
People around me ask me to move on with life... They say that I have a lot of opportunities... They say that I never deserved you instead I deserved alot better than you and that is SINCERITY and TRUE LIVE which you never gave me...
I feel like broken whenever I thought that I was a time pass for you... you never loved me... But then I remember everything... How can be that craziness a lie.. How can be that Love a lie... That was somewhat true at its time... And thats a hope which kept me loving you in all these past months and it will keep me loving you untill the trust on that broken... And I wish that trust to be never broken as I want to love you untill my last breath...
Happy Valentine day My love...