Time...

It has been said, 'time heals all wounds.' I do not agree. The wound remain. In time the mind, protecting its sanity covers them with scar tissue and the pain lessens.... But it is never gone....
Thats what happenning now... Time is passing day by day and intensity of pain is decreasing but in all these times there comes a moment when a single memory take me back instantly to you and takes a huge effort to free myself from that moment....
I have heard that when remembering is done, the forgetting begins... but hard is to remember things n hardest is to forget them.. But somethings have to be forgotten if we want to go on living as in my case its YOU...
U know am done with everything.  I did compromise my self respect, my respect, my everything even myself.... I even put myself at stake. In hands of your family.. Whenever I use to think what I was going to do make me embarrassed of it...
Those days it was only revenge which was in my mind... I just wanted to destroy you by incorporating in your life.. I was not even thinking myself or my parents...
But that time also passed.. THANKS to ALLAH he showed me a path and it took me out of the situation....But it left its scars... SCARS which aches sometimes and pain me to death..
You are still the one who gained access to my heart... I couldn't let anyone make any place in my life... I sometimes remember the days I use to think that I will die without you.. I still remember that I even experienced breathlessness and my colleagues use to took me to emergency.... I remember the unbearable pain which was enough to kill me. ...
But look am alive although not happy but Alive and one thing i did realised life never stops for anyone as time doesn't let it do that...
I wish to let it go...