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its being the end of saddest year of my life... I wonder how fast this year passed.. It was like a thing happen yesterday but actually 8 months passed... 8 months passed while following just a vivid dream...
I remember me sometimes... How I use to enjoy these cold december nights... How I use to be happy and full of life... But thats look like a tale of past... Its long ago I use to be ME...
Today I wana remember me...I wana see me in myself.. I wish I could dig out the old one.. I wish I could erase all the painful memories and just could start over...
I was always supposed to be a stronger girl and I was always of one misunderstanding that I am so strong but I was wrong I confess.... I am not strong at all... Am just an ordinary girl who just pretend to be strong in front of people but cry river inside n alone.... I am just an ordinary girl to love someone and broken by him...
I m just a girl by wanting him and only him in my life by any means...
In that cold and lonely night I wana confess all of my weakness... People told me am an extraordinary and strong girl but who gonna tell them that am like everyone who use to cry all along night...
Life is such a bitch I just came to know.. It kneel me down.. It makes me to bend in front of weaknesses.. and you know you were my only weakness...
I never allowed anyone to be my weakness or my need... But how u had just incorporated me that its really gonna be impossible to live a normal life...
I once read a line written by someone that true love is knowing a person's faults and loving them even more for them... AND THATS WHAT I DID...
I lloved you even knowing your faults, your faithlessness...
I loved youto my fullest..
But today, at this moment of night, right now... I just want to forget you... I just want to get rid of all your memories...
I am tired of crying for you.. Am done with all this...
I just wana end this chapter of my life while chapter of this year closes...
ALLAH g give me courage to do this... Give me courage to LET IT GO...
I remember me sometimes... How I use to enjoy these cold december nights... How I use to be happy and full of life... But thats look like a tale of past... Its long ago I use to be ME...
Today I wana remember me...I wana see me in myself.. I wish I could dig out the old one.. I wish I could erase all the painful memories and just could start over...
I was always supposed to be a stronger girl and I was always of one misunderstanding that I am so strong but I was wrong I confess.... I am not strong at all... Am just an ordinary girl who just pretend to be strong in front of people but cry river inside n alone.... I am just an ordinary girl to love someone and broken by him...
I m just a girl by wanting him and only him in my life by any means...
In that cold and lonely night I wana confess all of my weakness... People told me am an extraordinary and strong girl but who gonna tell them that am like everyone who use to cry all along night...
Life is such a bitch I just came to know.. It kneel me down.. It makes me to bend in front of weaknesses.. and you know you were my only weakness...
I never allowed anyone to be my weakness or my need... But how u had just incorporated me that its really gonna be impossible to live a normal life...
I once read a line written by someone that true love is knowing a person's faults and loving them even more for them... AND THATS WHAT I DID...
I lloved you even knowing your faults, your faithlessness...
I loved youto my fullest..
But today, at this moment of night, right now... I just want to forget you... I just want to get rid of all your memories...
I am tired of crying for you.. Am done with all this...
I just wana end this chapter of my life while chapter of this year closes...
ALLAH g give me courage to do this... Give me courage to LET IT GO...
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