Waiting n Waiting...

Waiting hurts, forgetting hurts but the thing which hurts most is not knowing what decision to take... 

I tell you a short story of my childhood...

When I was little and running at race tract for school,I always use to stop and wait for all other kids so we could run together even though I knew that I could run much faster than all of them.  I always pretended to read slowly so I could wait for my friends who couldn't read as fast. Whenever my friends were short of something I also pretend to be short too so they don't feel bad and if my friend was sad I pretended to be unhappy too. 

I could go on an on by all the ways but I always limit myself for being good to other people. And the only thing that I've ever received in return was that people thinking that they are faster than me, people thinking that they can make me feel bad about myself because I let them do this.  

And it was not all about childhood.. It happened to me right now... 

It is done with me by the one who was sure that he Loves me.. who was sure that he understands me... 

Yeahhhh it was you.. you too did this to me.. 

you too made me feel bad that you can move on... because I told you that I couldn't be able to without you...

you too told me that you can make choice over me.. 

you too hurt me... 

But this wait is still not over...

Why I am still waiting for you.. why I still want to wait for you even for life...

Will there be any end of my wait... 

Will you ever come back... 

Will you ever understands that LIFE IS FINISHED WITHOUT YOU...