Third day...

sooooooo.. here comes the third day and passed..
today I was feeling that day is not passing.. It was very slow. I was waiting for afternoon.. than I started waiting for evening.. and than night..
All the day long I was just waiting and waiting...
But the difference was you were not here for whom I was waiting,, I was just thinking of you all the time. I was remembering you all the time not waiting for you...
You know why...!!
Cause I know that you will not come to me. If you were ever mine you could never be able to live without me. 
But you were not mine. you were just met me on the way. Its my mistake that I made you my everything..
It was my mistake that I relate my every happiness, every success, and everything with you.
You made me realized that I commit a mistake...
But what now.. Mistake is mistake.. it just happened..what to do now..
what I should do now..

I know you will be happy.. you will be cheering with family and your special one..
you will not even think of the girl who kept an eye on phone since she wake up and will go to bed. 
You will not even think of the girl who loved you more than herself.
You will not even think of the girl who will keep on waiting for you unwantedly. 
Today I remembered a person very much who met me about 6 years ago. today I remembered each and everything he asked to me that time and you know I suffer each and everything he said that time.
And today I came to know  how it hurts when heart is broken and we have to quit in anyway. 
how much it hurts when we have no choice other than QUIT... 

But I have one complaint to you.....
 cheating is never a mistake it was your choice....
you made choice over me.. and this is painful more than anything...
and how I gonna forget this thing that you preferred someone else over me..
I wish I could get you out of my mind...
I wish....