27th April....

If I see from a positive prospect it was a biggest day of my life. one day ago I got result of my finals and became a doctor and I was celebrating this happiness with my friends. But when  turn to other side it was the darkest day of life which ruined everything. I wish this day had never came to my life. I got to know a reality which literally broke me up. I come to know about all your lies. I come to know that my all efforts were just meaningless. 
I wish I never had believed on all this. I wish I had just ignored all the realities... 
I wish I never listened to the person who was telling me all these. But how I could do this. Sometimes its really not possible to close eyes from bitter but true things. 
You know that day which thing makes me cry.. I never told you.. I was fighting with you, I was accusing you but I never thought of finishing all this. I was sure that you will tell me truth this time and will say that you commit a mistake. you will ask for forgiveness and I will forgive you from whole of my heart. 
But what you did... 

You were not even embarrassed at what you did. you were not even accepting your mistake. you were not even saying that you did very very wrong with me. But instead of this you indicted me for all this contention. You blamed me that I never asked for your problems...

And you know I was also blaming myself that I am wrong. I haven't asked you for your problems. That time I forgot everything even the lie you were telling from last 2 months and I said sorry to you..

That night I remember I was too much hurt while thinking that I was saying sorry to you instead you made the silly mistake. But you know it was never got any meaning to me as you were important...

But things go wrong inspite of all my efforts.. the reality was that you were changed and I was not ready to accept this bitter truth. I wish I had gave up that day.. I wish I had never revert back to you.. 

I wish I could tell you that you hurt me most that day but I bear it with open heart just for you. I bear it for you. 

I wish you ever cared for my emotions, for my love, for my tears... and in the end for my worthy LIFE...