Second day also passed...

Whole day passed and am sitting as like I was when I got up in the morning... All the day I just remembered the good times, good memories and awesome moments I was with you. 

Believe me I didn't even think that you betrayed me. I was just remembering how you use to care about little things of mine..

I still remember one of your statement that you stayed cause if you will go I will get upset during my exams. I hadn't told you that time but you know that was the best moment. I was proud of myself having you that time. 

Remember I always use to ask why you met me so late.. and you always use to smile in answer... Today I wana ask why you gone so early... why you gone leaving me alone. 

Remember I told you that you are the best thing ever happened to me and you said that I am everything which happened to you. 

Remember once we both were wearing black and gone for a movie. Everyone there was staring at us and you hold my hand. I was believing then that you are blessing of ALLAH for me. 

Remember I told you some of my priorities and your answer was you will do everything for me..

Today one of my best friend said why I trusted you inspite of many doubts. why I ruining my life my happiness for a liar...

How I can told her these things.. which make me to believe you.. which make me crazy for you..

You remember last time I was watching at your face and said that nothing is much significant in it than why am going crazy.. I still didn't get this thing why am still crazy..

why I still want you...

Why I cant move on...

why  I still wana love you..

Why I still wana trust you instead of all your lies.

 Why I still wana believe you even when I know each and everything which you said wrong to me.

Why my heart is still saying that if you will come back, it will forget everything. 

Your complaint was...... "I NEVER TRUSTED YOU".. 

I wish you could come and see how much I trust you still when I know all the truths which you always denied. 

I wish I could tell you that I trusted you more than anything in this world... 

I wish I could tell you that you were the guarantee of my life... 

I wish I could tell  you that you were the LOVE of my life....