Today....

Today I am crazy about you but may be tomorrow I won't be. Today I care for you but may be tomorrow I won't. Today I craves for your time and attention but may be tomorrow i won't even think of you. A day will come when I will have had enough of crying for you and chasing you and slowly I will get over you and move on.
 And then I will find someone who will gather me and love me with all my broken pieces and make me smile all over again. 
A man who will heal my hurting soul. He will be the man whom I will never give up on and I will love and respect him more than I loved you. That day you will realize that time never comes back for anyone and you will desperately wish you had let me have you. You will wish you had given me your time and attention which I was craving for. You will wish that you had given me the last chance I was asking for. 
Today the most painful thing for me is that in process valuing you, loving you I lost myself, I forgot myself that I am special too what if not for you may be for someone else. 
Today I wana tell you that I'm happy for you as you find someone new but really it will be the biggest lie I ever told. 
Today... after thinking whole of the day.. sitting around the table.. watching across the window up to sky I realize that letting you go is hard but holding you with me when you doesn't  even feel the same is much more harder.  I feel that giving up doesn't mean that I am weak but it actually means that I am strong enough to let it go.

Today after a long time I remind my favourite quote which I use to say my friends and expect from them to act upon it. Today I feel to advice someone and to suffer it myself are too much different things. But still I wana act upon it...

PEOPLE CHANGE AND THINGS GO WRONG... BUT LIFE GOES ON.. !!!!