I Never Expect....

First of all... I wana say sorry to you for everything I did to you.. Believe me I never wanted to do all this.. This was all anger.. This was all frustration...
I was hurt cause of what you did...
You know na... you did wrong... you did very wrong to me...
But what I did.. It was wrong for you but good for her so I did this.. 
I didn't wanted her to suffer like me... I didn't wated her to cry like me...
And yeah its right there was also my anger somewhere that why you did this...
But you know two days ago somebody ask me that do i know aboot MONOTONY.. I said yes.. then he said thats what happened to you.. thats what was the reason you did this...
Then I realize may be somewhere I was also wrong. I did very close bound at you.. I wanted you to just bound to me... I wanted you to just to be with me.. 
May be you wanted some relaxation.. may be you wanted some type of change thats why you did this... 
Uptill yesterday I made my mind about this all that may be it was my fault too. I should got you free that do whatever you want which I didn't do... may be it was my fault too that I wanated you with me all the time..
But what happened today was never expected.. what you did today.. I never expected it you know...I never think that you can talk to me like this... you can be so rude to me.. you were talking with very ill manners. you forgot that time that who I am... You forgot that whom you talking... 
I never expect this.. You know I was very hurt.. I was just making myself console.. I was just trying to move on all damages which you cause to my life...
I was just wanting to get out of this phase... 
You know na how much hurt you cause to me... How much wrong you did to me...
But today what you did was WORST OF ALL...
 I will naver be able to forget the words you said...
You know na I am not habitual of your this type of behaviour... 
I was thinking that you must be sorry for what you did... 
But you were not sorry.. you were not like always.. 
And I know you will never be.. you will never regret of what you did...
But I wish once in life you regret of losing me.. Once in life you ask yourself that why did you do all this to me....
I just want this from you... Once you come again and ask me that whatever you did was very wrong.... I wish you to come...