It was Fourth Day...

Days came and passed... 
Really no measure of time now a days... I really don't know how the day passed.. I didn't even left the room today...
All the day there was only you and you...
I was only knowing one thing that today is nothing important than you...
May be tomorrow, day after tomorrow I gonna accuse myself for this stupid and foolish acts but at that present time nothing important than just thinking of you all the time...
I was thinking today... does every breakup breaks a person like that happening to me...??
Does everyone gotta hurt that much am getting hurt..
If yes than really I hate this LOVE...
I hate being in love...
You remember how much I use to be with you.. how happy I was when I realize that I found my love...
But if love was for happiness than why its hurting me like hell today....
Its hurting like am just on the end of death... 
Remember in some last conversation I told you that I will die without you and you said that its all just a fishy talks. No-one die without someone...
And am really surprised that am alive.. am really surprised that am still breathing...
But its hurting...
Every breath of me without you hurting me...
I don't wana breath without you.. I dont wana live without you...
Come back please....