Love you mama (Mother's Day)

Today...11 may... Mother's day...

And I haven't made any special arrangement for mama like always...

Its first time perhaps... 

I am sorry mama that I forgot your importance in my own problems..

I am sorry for everything..

I am sorry that I am putting you in trouble from these many days.

I am sorry for my misbehave some days ago...

I am sorry for each and every mistake I made and for everything of mine you got hurt...

I know you will forgive me.. I know you can never be angry with me...

I know you are the one who understands me...

You are the one who knows my situation that time.. I know you will understand me..

I know you will never blame me for my all mistakes and all damages I caused to you.

Mama you know na am your most obedient daughter who never made any problems for you..

I remember you use to proud of me.. you use to say that daughter should be like me... and today I am embarrassed that I have snatched this right from you..

You must be thinking that why I haven't came down yet even after wishing you in morning... 

I am feeling guilty mama for what I am doing to you, for what am doing to all at home...

I am very sorry for everything I did in last 2 days... 

I never wanted to be like this... I never wanted to be a person to whom parents can't talk. I am sorry mama... 

I promise I'll be your best DAUGHTER as I were.... 

I promise I'll get rid of everything... and I'll do everything for your happiness...

I promise I'll make myself like I was before whom you use to proud. I promise you will again PROUD of me...