This is not a Goodbye..

This is not goodbye, my darling, this is actually thank you. Thank you for coming into my life and giving me joy and happiness. Thank you for loving me and receiving my love in return. Thank you for the memories I will cherish forever. Thank you for caring even little things of mine. But most of all thank you for showing me that there will come a time when I can eventually let you go. 
I wonder how people can say goodbye forever to someone they loved. But the wonder is end now.. As you made me to experience this thing that you can say me goodbye. you can say me to stay away... 
But why still its not goodbye from my side.... 
Why I spend each and every moment of the day waiting for you... 
While saying goodbye to you.. the thing which hurts me more than anything was that I was buried under pile of suspiciousness... I was not doing this happily..  I was doing this just under your pressure. I was doing this that you said please leave me. I was just doing this cause I was hurt.. I was hurt too much.. 
Heart was aching, eyes were crying, body was trembling... My whole world was getting snatched from me and I couldn't even resist... 
There I came to know that how at some stage of life I can become too much helpless that I couldn't even assist myself in breathing.. 
It hurts to breath, it hurts to live, I hate you, yet I don't think that I can exist without you. 
But my breaking heart and I agree that you and I could never be... so with my best and my very best... I SET YOU FREE...