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Its about 12 hours passed my last ever text to you.. it seems like life gonna stop right here... right now.. I will never be able to go forward in life..
Sometimes I use to think why I get into love. Why it just happens to me. Why its just hurting me. why its breaking me. its been a long time when I used to be happy. I use to be a very cheerful girl, full of life, full of enjoyment, full of chillssss...
You must be thinking I am a crying type.. no I am not.. I was thought to be the life of every gathering, every event.. I was thought to be a laughing machine, I was thought to be who can never hurt herself in any way.
But when I get mature I came across a word called "love". the most torturing word in the dictionary for me at least..
You came and life changed. I forgot everything. I forgot all goals of my life which were my dreams since I hadn't even learnt that what the dreams are. I just use to think you, you and you...
I modify my every step according to you. you know I often use to think about the life with you and smile use to come even in severe tension. In very stressful days the feeling of your love was just like an addictive drug for me which use to make me euphoric.
I told you many times that its not gonna be easy, its gonna be really hard. we gonna have to work at this everyday.. I told you I want all of you forever, everyday..
but there was something which came between.. which stops me where I am.
I was trying to make things right because picking up the pieces is way better than leaving them the way they are. but things just gone worse and worse...
I always wanted to know how to make you laugh, I always wanted to know what makes you sad, I always wanted to know how it feels like to have your look at me as if I am your princess.
its 9.30 pm... dinner is just gonna be ready.. everyone at home is cheering.. everyone happy that am home again.. but who gonna tell them that am not sleeping.. am not tired.. am just trying to hide my tears from them..
keeping laptop in my lap.. just thinking of you.. just want you.. remembering everything which is now a part of past. which is just a forgotten love story..
A love story which even didn't flourish.. but I wana keep this young in my heart.. I want if I read this blog when I got 90 year old I remember you...
I don't wana forget you...
I always wana love you..
I always want to remember you in every moment of life....
Sometimes I use to think why I get into love. Why it just happens to me. Why its just hurting me. why its breaking me. its been a long time when I used to be happy. I use to be a very cheerful girl, full of life, full of enjoyment, full of chillssss...
You must be thinking I am a crying type.. no I am not.. I was thought to be the life of every gathering, every event.. I was thought to be a laughing machine, I was thought to be who can never hurt herself in any way.
But when I get mature I came across a word called "love". the most torturing word in the dictionary for me at least..
You came and life changed. I forgot everything. I forgot all goals of my life which were my dreams since I hadn't even learnt that what the dreams are. I just use to think you, you and you...
I modify my every step according to you. you know I often use to think about the life with you and smile use to come even in severe tension. In very stressful days the feeling of your love was just like an addictive drug for me which use to make me euphoric.
I told you many times that its not gonna be easy, its gonna be really hard. we gonna have to work at this everyday.. I told you I want all of you forever, everyday..
but there was something which came between.. which stops me where I am.
I was trying to make things right because picking up the pieces is way better than leaving them the way they are. but things just gone worse and worse...
I always wanted to know how to make you laugh, I always wanted to know what makes you sad, I always wanted to know how it feels like to have your look at me as if I am your princess.
its 9.30 pm... dinner is just gonna be ready.. everyone at home is cheering.. everyone happy that am home again.. but who gonna tell them that am not sleeping.. am not tired.. am just trying to hide my tears from them..
keeping laptop in my lap.. just thinking of you.. just want you.. remembering everything which is now a part of past. which is just a forgotten love story..
A love story which even didn't flourish.. but I wana keep this young in my heart.. I want if I read this blog when I got 90 year old I remember you...
I don't wana forget you...
I always wana love you..
I always want to remember you in every moment of life....
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